clarice yong

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Aug 12 ’95. Malaysian.
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Monday, 2 June 2014 @ 02:50
I keep telling myself to update here every now and then but I always forget to. I'm here now thanks to insomnia but I have to say I'm not really in a mood to write anything. Actually I do have some things to write but nobody would care anyway so I might as well just shut up about it. I just probably needed to keep my mind busy with something like trying to improve my English by typing out a blog post (whut lol). I feel like my English level has declined. Is that even the right term to use? My English level from last year's blog posts is really different compared to now. Ugh, I really gotta work on my English because I'm stuck now. Anyway, I should stop embarrassing myself and attempt to fall asleep once more so goodbye. 

PS: I want to belt out Christina Perri's Human so badly right now but it's currently 2.46 in the morning so that's probably a bad idea. 
PPS: The parts in italics are supposed to be striked but I'm using the blogger app now so there's pretty much only the main three choices so yeah (bold, italics, underline)
Sunday, 2 February 2014 @ 00:49
Hello there, it's actually already the third day of Chinese New Year now but I'd like to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year. HUAT AH!

As we all know, it's the year of the horse this year. Our school principal gave a longggg speech about it during our so-called CNY celebration in school pfft (I wonder what he'll do if it was the year of the boar though). This year, weirdly, I'm not really psyched for CNY. Maybe growing older takes away the fun or maybe it's because of the really short holidays, not to mention we'll have to sit for a formative test a week after school reopens. I don't know but it's much more different this year. 

Anyhow, I'm in KL now, as usual, so far so good I guess but I haven't gotten much angpaos (which is very depressing) and I'm also gonna miss out on the annual CNY house visiting/gathering /cries/ uhuhu. I don't know what made me feel like blogging but ayyyyy update. Like finally hahaha. To be honest, it's been very uneventful. We've done nothing except for shopping. Sounds so rich ah lol. It's more like window shopping but we did buy a few things so how do I describe that? Hmm. So far, I've bought a new bag, a few pieces of clothing and accessories nyek nyek nyek. I must emphasize that everything is still on sale and I actually didn't buy anything for CNY so yeah.


And because I have nothing else to say, look, it's my outfit of the day #ootd for the first and second day. I'm getting lazy so this is probably only what you'll see. I'm not a dresses or skirts kind of person and l like simplicity (which is pretty obvious from the choices of my clothes, hah). My beanie had also came out to say hi to the world. I'm not really sure if it actually goes together but who cares, nobody knows me here HAHAHAHAHA. I like going to places where no one would know me. Less judgement, more freedom. This is getting long and boring isn't it, thus, I shall end this post here, goodbye!


PS: Happy 19th Birthday, Justina! Ily 
PPS: The pictures are actually posted onto my Instagram too lol

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Thursday, 14 November 2013 @ 02:04
It is currently 1.57am and I'm still awake (no surprise there) but I guess I'm going to sleep soon cause my iPod's dying. I am just really bored and I need to complain that my laptop is currently spoilt. It's actually been a few days and I'm going crazy because I can't watch anything. I don't know exactly what happened to it but I suspect it's due to the lightning during the heavy rain few nights ago. I saw it flash right before my eyes which is kinda scary. Good thing I was lying on my bed so yeah. I should name my laptop because I've been using a lot of 'it's. 
2.03 now, good night world. 
Friday, 1 November 2013 @ 23:48
Okay, so I didn't manage to update my blog like I wanted to. My laziness will be the death of me someday. So, it's the first day of November today, also meaning there's only 19 days left to STPM for Sem 1. It's kinda scary because SPM scarred me for life. I know I should be studying my ass off right now but to be honest, I haven't even started. What happened to my determination, I don't know. Sigh. I don't want history to repeat itself. I should read 210313's post daily to remind myself to not commit the same mistake again. Yeah, that's what I'll do. But for now, it's time to blog a little.

I kinda feel like everything's a mess recently. Well, not that it wasn't before. It kinda got better then worse. Bleh. I won't go into details (not that anyone would read it) but humans, please stop getting on my nerves. My patience is really limited and it's a miracle that I haven't lost my temper for good, yet. Sometimes I just want to be an animal, a dog or cat or something. As much as they're exposed to the cruelty of the world, it only affects them physically. And maybe a little mentally but still, you get me right? I'm not saying I'm not grateful for being blessed with the gifts and abilities that comes with being a human, I just want things to change for the better. Then again, God is fair, so yeah. I'm actually just ranting so please do ignore me. I don't know why I even bother to blog this shit but whatever. 

On a side note, we made cupcakes today! They can probably be considered a success because they're actually edible hahahahahaha. Would attach a photo but I'm too lazy. Oh, and Tom Hiddleston aka Loki is so fucking adorable. Your opinion is irrelevant.
“There's nothing more reassuring than knowing that the world's crazier than you are.”  ー Erik Selvig (Thor : The Dark World)
Signing off. Bye! 
Sunday, 4 August 2013 @ 23:07
Hello hello! I'm blogging again. I forgot who was it that said "You still blog? People still blog?" to me but yes, people still blog. Blogging's a pretty good way to keep track of things. Especially when your memory's as bad as mine, hah.

So, yesterday was the BSMM-Rovers/Rovers-BSMM joint camp. It was tiring but pretty fun, I had a good time and a great laugh. Or maybe it's because my laughing point is too low. Sunburns here and there though sobs.

We registered and gathered at the hall for the ice-breaking session. Kaleena, Min Ning and Jolene all went into the same group (Group 2) and I was in Group 4 but luckily Hui Shen, Yoong Yee and more are also the same. Joined with the guys which surprisingly consists Matthew, Samuel, Adam, Prama, Jonathan, Min Renn and others, I can't remember, they obviously pulled some strings lol.
First game was Whacko (?) where someone had to be the monkey and whack the person whose name is mentioned. A pretty amusing incident occurred though because Gan (?) threw the newspaper roll at Prama and it hit near somewhere it shouldn't, yikes. I can't remember the rest of the stuff we did as we got separated into different groups over and over again.
The session ended then we went back into our groups. From the original group, we got divided into two for the base games. Group 8: Matthew as the leader, and the rest of the members were Eunice, Huei Ying, Yoong Yee, Sheena, Hui Shen, Prama, Samuel, and Jonathan. I knew everyone so no awkwardness (Y). We got to think of the team name and slogan. They nearly named the team Agnes and wanted to use the "Is this sound counted as annoying?" part as the slogan. Very funny guys, very funny. In the end, we used Prama's suggestion for the team name and Samuel's suggestion for the slogan. Team Physics with an X aka Physicx (inspired by the Korean b-boy lol). Our slogan was...................I can't even. I wanted to crawl into a hole when we had to do it in front of everyone. Awkward hahahaha but it proved to be useful when we wanted to boo the other team.

The first base involved a lot of water splashing and flour. The game was confusing, to be honest. I think I accidentally splashed the committee who tried to help me hahahahahaha. I was blindfolded and confused, what can I do? But he definitely got me back -.-
Second base involved even more water splashing and also paint smearing. Once again, got soaked from head to toe. 5 members got to skip in unison for  times or we got to serve penalty. Failed and we all got painted on. I think I got off pretty easy, only my nails were painted on hahhahaha manicure. For the second game, we had to find sweets hidden in flour. We did it easily so yeah.
Third base, we had to hold cups atop our heads while one member is blindfolded and had to fill our cups with water. Obviously, we got soaked again lol. Moving on to the water balloon war, I don't get it either but oh wells.
Fourth base, we all got blindfolded once again. Formed a line following the colours we were given and walked around in a circle while the committees sprayed us with water and poured flour all over. Then we had to catch water in the utensils we were given and pour them into the another container. The other team won almost immediately. The punishment was foul, we gotta eat a mixture of raw eggs mixed with mustard and banana. I didn't need to eat it though because the smell was bad enough for me to start retching.
Fifth base, I don't quite know how to explain this but we had to form a path ourselves using two plastic sheets while one member holds a basin filled with water and pour it into the container at the end of the path. We lost and served the punishment the other team gave us, banging the tree and poor Matthew got his leg hair plucked.
Last base, pop the other team's balloon. Things got kinda out of hand and Hui Shen got hurt. At first I heard someone said she broke her arm, detached and other horrible situations, luckily it was only a sprain. Went into the committee room with her and Jennifer, Sau Man saw us and asked why we were in the room so Jennifer explained that someone got hurt and he went "Clarice, you got hurt again?" whatttttttttttt since when was I hurt before, it was only a fever that time during FC. Do I seem that fragile?

Anyway, we then went out for the prize-giving session. Our group somehow got third place. You could tell we didn't expect it all since Matthew didn't even realize they called our group hahahaha.

Physics with an X! with four kepohs at the back hahaha

Fun day though I spent a lot of my time removing flour from my hair lol. Went for dinner (?) with a whole bunch of people and sat Ashok's car back. His driving is really something lol -.- thanks btw. After that, bathed blablabla and slept.

This isn't everything but I'm too lazy to go into details so bye!

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Tuesday, 23 July 2013 @ 21:48
I can only use one word to describe this month.

F U C K .

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Friday, 19 July 2013 @ 19:38
As some of you already know, today isn't exactly a great day for me even though it started out as one. Why? My phone got stolen under really weird circumstances. I'll start from the beginning of my day to make things easier to understand.

So, I had plans to go out with my friends for the whole day so you get it right? Reached school, went to the car park and placed my small bag into Sophia's car boot. My phone was in my pocket and I thought it'll be probably safer in the car than bringing it to school since I was caught once already during a spot check, so I stupidly took it out from my pocket and put it into a zipped compartment that bag instead. The car was locked and we left.

After school, we went to the car park and I asked Sophia to open the car boot for me so that I could take my phone. Unzipped the compartment and that's when I found out my phone is gone. I am positive I placed it into the bag. Unless it slipped out which is also quite ridiculous since my bag was already in the car, even if it did, it should be in the car or in the bag itself. Funny thing was, Sophia's and Yvonne's stuff were also in her car but only mine was gone. We tried calling it multiple times, searching for it using the Find My iPhone app but our efforts were to no avail. I can't even make a report to the school. I can only describe my feelings then as a complete mess. Sigh, I really don't like crying in front of people but tears just rolled down themselves. Fuck. My phone got stolen before too few years back, tch.

We considered a few possibilities like:

  • Someone saw me putting my phone into the car boot and targeted it.
  • I dropped it when I was putting it into my bag.
  • It was a prank (I only wish it was) 

All in all, I can only say it's my own bloody fault for being a careless idiot. I'm so sorry, Sophia, for troubling you :(

Now I'm gonna mourn about my phone and not think about it anymore after today ends. Don't bring it up too, please. I'm afraid I might start crying again lol. Using back my old Galaxy Ace now and someone please surprise me on my birthday hahahhahahahaha. And to people that I know, please send me your contact numbers, either on Twitter, Facebook, Whatsapp or by text.

An unknown number Whatsapp-ed me at 2 something pm. I'm pretty sure no one I know has that number, maybe.....? Shut up, stop giving yourself false hope.

PS: Maybe I should buy the lottery and see if today's bad luck can turn into good luck tomorrow.
PPS: It's just a bad day, not a bad life.

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